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Retaining the Scent of Heaven / Rabbi Michael Lezak / Yom Kippur 5785
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Retaining the Scent of Heaven / Rabbi Michael Lezak / Yom Kippur 5785

Yom Kippur 5785
Rabbi Michael Lezak
Retaining the Scent of Heaven

Rafi called us. He said, ‘I know you are passing the rolling fields on your way to Beersheva. Please tell Michael about ‘Adom Darom’ the festival in February where thousands of people make pilgrimage to our kibbutz and the surrounding area to see expansive acreage of blooming Kalaniot / red anemones, the Israeli national flower. Tell Michael that the kalaniot will bloom again…and so will we


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Four Entered the Orchard, One Returned in Peace: The פַּרְדֵּס of 10.7 / Rabbi Noa Kushner Kol Nidrei 5785
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Four Entered the Orchard, One Returned in Peace: The פַּרְדֵּס of 10.7 / Rabbi Noa Kushner Kol Nidrei 5785

Kol Nidrei 5785
Rabbi Noa Kushner
Four Entered the Orchard, One Returned in Peace: The פַּרְדֵּס of 10.7

In fact, it seems to me
All four of these rabbis, and their perspectives
Ben Azzai, Ben Zoma, Elisha ben Abuyah, and Akiva
are within each of us

And so, if we want to find our way through this severe chapter in Jewish history,
this particular orchard, what I am calling the פַּרְדֵּס of 10.7
We will need to go with them, to see their versions of the פַּרְדֵּס just as they see it
To go and, in the end, like Akiva, try to return whole

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אֵ֥ל רַח֖וּם וְחַנּ֑וּן / God of Mercy: Being Jewish in San Francisco, 2024 / Rabbi Noa Kushner Rosh Hashanah 5785
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אֵ֥ל רַח֖וּם וְחַנּ֑וּן / God of Mercy: Being Jewish in San Francisco, 2024 / Rabbi Noa Kushner Rosh Hashanah 5785

Rosh Hashanah 5785
Rabbi Noa Kushner
אֵ֥ל רַח֖וּם וְחַנּ֑וּן / God of Mercy: Being Jewish in San Francisco, 2024

One thing, however, got very clear
There was no denying our involvement in the Jewish project
or even our involvement in Jewish history
because, like it or not, we were and we are, unmistakably, a part of it

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Parashat Ki Tavo / Sep 20 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / Ready or Not
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Parashat Ki Tavo / Sep 20 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / Ready or Not

Parashat Ki Tavo / Sep 20
Rabbi Noa Kushner
Ready or Not

Perhaps now we can start to understand why it is our hands are mentioned
We can understand why the priest has to take the basket from our hands
It is because we cannot offer it all by ourselves

That is, to offer it ourselves is simply too much to ask of us
To grow something like that and then let it go without any help

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Parashat Ki Tetzei / Sep 14 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / Now You See Me, Now You Don’t
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Parashat Ki Tetzei / Sep 14 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / Now You See Me, Now You Don’t

Parashat Ki Tetzei / Sep 14
Rabbi Noa Kushner
Now You See Me, Now You Don't 

“Sometimes what needs to be revealed begins with the not-finding.”

With the moon that sets
Or even, is hidden in the sky

Because the not-finding reminds us of our longing
That as much as we love the light of the moon, we desire more than the moon

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Parashat Shoftim / Sep 6 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / עַ֤יִן בְּעַ֙יִן֙ / Eye to Eye 
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Parashat Shoftim / Sep 6 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / עַ֤יִן בְּעַ֙יִן֙ / Eye to Eye 

Parashat Shoftim / Sep 6
Rabbi Noa Kushner
עַ֤יִן בְּעַ֙יִן֙ / Eye to Eye 

If I accept that this giant swath of the Israeli population,
Many of whom are grieving personal family members and friends,
Including the hostages and hundreds of soldiers who have been slain,
If I accept, as Netanyahu suggests, that this giant swath of the Israeli population are all Hamas sympathizers —

And the only other choice I am offered is continuing to fight Hamas, which requires life after life after life
More war and force

Accepting this kind of cheap truth, cheap choice
Would be as preposterous as choosing between one of my two eyes
Any way I choose will blind

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Parashat Devarim  / Aug 9 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / What Took Us So Long
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Parashat Devarim  / Aug 9 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / What Took Us So Long

Parashat Devarim / Aug 9
Rabbi Noa Kushner
What Took Us So Long

It's not that we are back here again
It's that we're standing in the spot where our parents made their biggest mistakes
Where our parents were presented with what seemed inconceivable at the time — and good
But they could not overcome their own lack of חזון / vision

They just couldn’t see it

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Parashat Bechukotai  / May 31 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / The rock on the mouth of the well
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Parashat Bechukotai  / May 31 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / The rock on the mouth of the well

Parashat Bechukotai / May 31
Rabbi Noa Kushner
The rock on the mouth of the well

We cannot move this kind of stone with blame
We cannot move it with force
We cannot move it with power alone, it does not matter how powerful we become
We cannot even move this kind of stone with demonstrating our victimhood, by accruing power based in real pain

If anything, the more we fight it, the more fixed it gets, the more set in its place

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Parashat Aharei Mot  / May 3 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / וַיִּתְרֹֽצְצ֤וּ הַבָּנִים֙ בְּקִרְבָּ֔הּ / The twins were struggling in her womb: Israel and Palestine there and here 
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Parashat Aharei Mot  / May 3 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / וַיִּתְרֹֽצְצ֤וּ הַבָּנִים֙ בְּקִרְבָּ֔הּ / The twins were struggling in her womb: Israel and Palestine there and here 

Parashat Aharei Mot / May 3
Rabbi Noa Kushner
וַיִּתְרֹֽצְצ֤וּ הַבָּנִים֙ בְּקִרְבָּ֔הּ / The twins were struggling in her womb: Israel and Palestine there and here

?אִם־כֵּ֔ן לָ֥מָּה זֶּ֖ה אָנֹ֑כִנֹ֑וּ / Why are we here? 
I want to suggest that we have now really tried the answer of self-protection and violence 
And as much as I have stood by Israel in her need for self-defense and will 
I want to suggest this moment requires another kind of answer 
Another kind of way to get from here to there 
And in order to find this new answer 
we will need more discipline than we have exhibited in this country 

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Parashat Metzora  / Shabbat HaGadol / April 19 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / How to prepare to be free
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Parashat Metzora  / Shabbat HaGadol / April 19 / Rabbi Noa Kushner / How to prepare to be free

Parashat Metzora / Shabbat HaGadol / April 19
Rabbi Noa Kushner
How to prepare to be free

People have been confiding in me that they're afraid to have Passover seder
They're afraid of destroying friendships and family over the arguments see
Because in recent years we have all taken on a polarized, untrusting mentality
We’ve become afraid to say what we think lest we are cancelled by our own friends
This is truly where we are
And this mentality is hard to break
Maybe, they tell me, better to not have seder this year

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